So, I've decided to try out for Team Titan--AGAIN. Only this time, I have captain Katie's help. These extra cheer sessions are totally making my body ache in places I didn't even know I had muscles! I'm excited to try out and prove to that I can do it, but I'm nervous about how the Grizzlies will take it. Will they think I'm a traitor I still haven't told my Mom or Evan. I guess I'm nervous that they'll be disappointed in me if I don't make it again. But I also SO don't want to talk to Evan about Katie. Yuck. Something about that combo makes my skin crawl. It might be because lately, I've been having sorta more-than-friendly feelings for Evan. WHICH IS NUTS. Because he's my best friend. But I can't help it. And things with Bevan are not so great, and he STILL hasn't asked me to go to the Sunshine Dance with him, which is only a couple of weeks away. I'm going to make my dress--and I REALLY hope I don't have be dateless while I'm wearing it. But, if I'm being perfectly honest, when I picture myself in this totally ADORBS dress? I see Evan standing next to me. Grrrr. Why oh why is life so complicated
So, I've decided to try out for Team Titan--AGAIN. Only this time, I have captain Katie's help. These extra cheer sessions are totally making my body ache in places I didn't even know I had muscles! I'm excited to try out and prove to that I can do it, but I'm nervous about how the Grizzlies will take it. Will they think I'm a traitor I still haven't told my Mom or Evan. I guess I'm nervous that they'll be disappointed in me if I don't make it again. But I also SO don't want to talk to Evan about Katie. Yuck. Something about that combo makes my skin crawl. It might be because lately, I've been having sorta more-than-friendly feelings for Evan. WHICH IS NUTS. Because he's my best friend. But I can't help it. And things with Bevan are not so great, and he STILL hasn't asked me to go to the Sunshine Dance with him, which is only a couple of weeks away. I'm going to make my dress--and I REALLY hope I don't have be dateless while I'm wearing it. But, if I'm being perfectly honest, when I picture myself in this totally ADORBS dress? I see Evan standing next to me. Grrrr. Why oh why is life so complicated